Diary of a Mad Boney

An acquaintance of mine asked me why there are no Asians, Hispanics, and/or Blacks as anchors.  How the hell do I know?  I can pretty much assume why or why not, but I do not know.  Why would anyone want to be TV Anchor in Columbus, Georgia anyway?  It’s a job, not such a noble one (one must be a good liar), and it’s better than nothing.  Sometimes I would prefer to do nothing.  My ex-lover was TV Anchor in another country for years.  I hear Columbus is training ground for these people, but some have been anchors at other stations for years; and it’s time to move on blacks, whites, old age.  Only a few of them have the proper image for TV news, and the others should move on to other things.  That’s the way of the world as we know it.

I have had the most wonderful epiphany!  I now have no regrets that I didn’t marry the man I thought I should have.  He gets bored easily!  Still a baby?  Have not grown up?  Sounds that way.  I vent and talk and tell stories, but the baby gets bored!  People do vent you know.  It may not always be what we want to hear, but people have to vent or they start shooting and killing others.  Release it’s called.  Thank Gohonzon!  I will continue on with my happy life based on the Gohonzon.  Being a professional alcoholic sounds pretty boring to me, but hey!  Everyone has their own life.  I’m glad I have mine, which is not so boring after all.  If I drink everyday and night, I will die; and I have many things to do before death.  It does not include lying on the beach everyday drinking.

Firstly, all men have this dis-ease called MYSOGYNY.  And knowing human nature, rightfully so!  Women rule the world!  We are everything and everything belongs to women!  Jealousy is an evil thing and can cause lots of problems for the object of the jealousy, which is women.  We are clean, beautiful, problem solvers, multi-taskers before there was such a word, spriritual, and don’t need men.  Women only need men for money and sex.  As soon as we find the ways to do all we need without men, men will be become extinct like all other animals they have abused.  Policemen are human, have the 10 worlds just like everyone else.  The problem is they think they are above the laws they proprogate.  They along with others are not above the Mystic Law.  I’ve had a little bit of the experiences the other women in the media have had.  The only thing is, I chant NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO.  This mantra will not tolerate disrespect from no one, police, the President, rich, german, in fact, the more big-wig you are and very disrepectful to others, the more NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO will start to work in your life.   Bobby Cutts, Drew Peterson, your days are numbered!  To all other officers, some people don’t care for you, but please have respect regardless.  Everyone has karma and will reap whatever we sow.  Always have respect for other life.  Women of the world, reclaim your rightful place.  We don’t need men!  Their karma will catch up with them and put them out whether we say so or not.  This is the working of the universe.  Karma is neither good nor bad.  It’s all up to us.  And let me explain karma.  We have male karma only pertinent to males, female karma, children’s karma, racial karma, collective karma, etc., the list goes on and on.  The only way to keep a clear head in all of this is to chant NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO.

The officer was only doing his job.  Those kids disrepected him, and ignored his order to leave the premises.  If those kids were taught correctly by their Parents, they would have complied with the offier’s orders.  WHEN AN OFFICER OF THE LAW ASKED YOU TO LEAVE, DO IT, NO QUESTIONS ASKED!!!!!!

What a lousy comment you made!

While watching the Oprah show and a segment on the Cosby Show, I was shocked to learn American critics said the show was an unrealistic protrayal of the African-American family.  I am shocked!  My father was a pharmacist and my mother, a housewife.  Neighbors included doctors, teachers, retired military, realtors, business owners, politicians, all Black people.  Their kids were my playmates, some of us attended the same church.  I can’t believe the USA is that stupid!

The Grammy awards should be given out because of excellence in the field of recorded music, not because of someone’s personal problem.  Stay out of people’s personal lives!  If Amy doesn’t live as you wish her to live, is that cause to ban her music?  If her private life is not ‘acceptable” (whatever that means), should we disregard what a wonderful contribution she is able to make?  Young people, get a grip on it!  Look to your parents for role models and just relax and enjoy good entertainment.

Ah, dreamy, dreary Neptune, planet of dreams.  It causes one to dream about what one should have done, and wishes to have the chance to do again.  It’s nice to dream!

I found my baby today!  I wonder if he got my email.  The last time we saw each other(25 years ago), we parted ways on a bad note.  I hope he’s not the type to hold grudges.  I so desperately want to keep in touch with him.  He is the man I should have married, but I think marriage is a trap for a woman and a great deal for a guy.  Both of us are heading toward 60 years of age now, so I can’t be trapped now.  Too late!   I’ve been searching for old friends on the net, and to find my baby was the greatest high for me.  I wonder if he’s committed to someone.  Horst and I were never lovers, although he waited for me to get myself together.  At that time, I just couldn’t be with a man the way other woman are: cooking, cleaning, barefoot, 5 minute sex, being bossed around, etc.  That lifestyle does not appeal to me at all.  But my baby is adventurous, loves to travel, loves to drink, loves people, languages, he’s too clever for words.  If he’s not committed, I will spring into action!  At our ages, we will have fun and enjoy life.

One has to be very careful how far we push another over the edge.  One really doesn’t have to push too far.  One can be killed in a blink of an eye.  Some people have no middle ground.  Either they ignore what’s happening to them, or they go over the top with revenge.  I am one of those over-the-top revengeful persons, constantly having to pray as often as I have to eat in order to see clearly, think clearly, acceptance, keep my temper in check.  People don’t care for me either, uncooperative, stealing my money, etc.,  but I wouldn’t give them the opportunity to be mowed down by me.   I feel sorry for the shooter to allow himself to go straight to hell over those bullshit icchantikas, but he took a few of them with him.  I guess that’s all he cared about is taking those assholes with him.  He probably knew he wouldn’t make it out alive.  Too bad he got the cops, but in order to take the councilmen down, he had to get the cops first.  Why wasn’t he introduced to NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO?  Where were those silver-tongued buddhists?  Chanting will keep the assholes at bay, keep people from picking on you.  I was picked on, talked about, scorned, all my life.  They still try, but I guarantee, those that have encountered my chanting can tell you of the experiences I warned them about.  He should have been introduced to true buddhism.  One doesn’t have to resort to showdowns like that.  One doesn’t even have to be there!  Just chant.  The universe will dispense the proper rewards and punishments where they are needed most.  Cause and effect, action and reaction, this is the stuff the world revolves around.